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[29 Aug 2006|05:07am] |
THE END.
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[23 Aug 2006|06:55am] |
i pretty goddamn happy. i may or may not have a place to live as of sept 21. but i dont give a fuck. i bought more cds in the past four days then i have in a while like i have a pile i didnt even get around to listening to all of em in my 7 hour work shift last night. im super into smashing pumpkins right now they have something awesome about em no matter what your doing or how you are feeling there sound seems to fit.
dan and i saw gorilla biscuits on sunday night. the show was awesome. and we got to hang with jeremy it was tubular.
WP 88
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[14 Aug 2006|04:53am] |
wow life just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.i hope i get some awesome illness and die fast.
im very sick of feeling so goddamn shitty . im sick of crying. im sick of feeling like throwing up every goddamn second.
this could be the end of me.
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[24 Jun 2005|03:36pm] |
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I got my first pay check from Target. I got $492.63. FUCK YEE. and i have some other check from oritation for $31.83... so im rich basicaly haha i go from having zero zero zero dollars to this .. its fuckin nice. now i just need to cash these checks. im gonna go get tattooed in a little .. then im getting tattooed at the convention tomorro. yee.
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[22 Jun 2005|06:47pm] |
Focus
Commitment and trust give in to me
Friendship
Forced through broken bones and tragedy
Can't fucking Believe
This joke has gotten out of hand
Won't Pretend
I don't feel the break, but I feel the bend
"Late night, snowfall
Get us to the hospital
Jamestown, 94 West,
And a Forty Hour train back to penn"
Leaves fall
If it means anything, it just means youre dead
Snow falls
It means my feet just flew over my head
Can't fucking believe
This joke has gotten out of hand
Won't Pretend
I don't feel the break, but I feel the bend
"Late night, snowfall
Get us to the hospital
Jamestown, 94 West,
And a Forty Hour train back to penn"
There's no setback
That can set me back
I think the punch has worn me thin
and I'm weakening
The one thing that keeps me in the ring
Are the people that will never exist to me
If my mind's the weapon, my heart's the extra clip
"Late night, snowfall
Get us to the hospital
Jamestown, 94 West,
And a Forty Hour train back to penn"
Weathered broken endure.
I'm still fucking here
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[14 Jun 2005|10:02am] |
if someone would be so kind ... to send or burn me the following cds since i cant go purchase
them for two more weeks because thats when i get my pay check..
New FOO FIGHTERS
New Fall Out Boy
New Darkest Hour
and
Team Sleep
<3 Klizz
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[12 Jun 2005|10:48am] |
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i never thought i would say that i actually work to much. but i dont have a day off until friday.fuck that shit.
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[02 Jun 2005|02:30pm] |
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i got the call from target to day.i have orintation or whatever on saturday from 10 am to 2pm... so i guess that means i have a job... so that means i will have lots of tattoos. and cool shit now. fuck off
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[21 May 2005|06:07am] |
BOB JUNIOR-COALESCE:
We all know why you're still holding onto this one my friend, to run away from your family or to be something you can no longer be. What more do you want from me? Some sort of apology? Well they didn't quite kill us all now did they, but just the same this is killing me again....again....again....again. They all want to know just what giving up gives me, well it gives me back my family. Didn't seem like such a sacrifice at the time until those days were lost, those first words were missed. And I promised I wouldn't be him, that I wouldn't make the same mistakes. turns out there was no difference, just changed the job, the state, and the names.
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[21 May 2005|06:04am] |
what more do you want from me?
some sort of apology?
well i promise that forgiveness is the most you'll get.
and what i demand of you is to put up or shut up.
so make your decision,
but remember-you can't kill us all.
i know you don't know what you say
but i don't feel any safer from you.
hate is too easy and we'll both find a way to be right.
no matter how far a stretch.
and even now i've all but forgotten what we're fighting for.
to end something or to begin it?
i don't even know why i care to continue.
old habits die hard i guess. but we don't.
and the threats are still made.
i'll kill you. even though turning away seems safer.
i want to be in the middle.
i want to go for the jugular. but i don't remember why.
was it to start something or to end it?
i know why i continue. i do it all for them.
for her i can be an influence and for them a backbone.
to end the old and begin a new age of compromise and clear thinking.
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[21 May 2005|05:39am] |
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as dumb and shitty and all idiototic things i have said put aside. its 5:40 am. im still awake jawn is drunk passed out in the other room i fuckin love that dood.
i want everything to go back to the way it was 1 year or so ago. i miss my sweet pea i truely do . things just cant go back to the way they were.
i want a job still even though i dont try very hard.
i have been in the fuckin shittiest mood for the past 2 weeks. trust me like the shittiest. i dont really want much outa life.
all i want is to be some dumb heavily tattooed boy with some heavily tattooed girl. could had that but life sometimes fucks with you. i dunno if this is for the better for the worse at this point in my life i dont really care about anything at all. after thinkin all night being in this mood for weeks i dont quite even know what to do. on monday jawn is taking me to target so i can apply for a job, working 10pm to 7 am. if by some chance in hell i get that job things might just start looking up. i highly doubt it. i seem to always tell people to not be so negative but now that i think about it im pretty much the most negative person ever. i want a vespa so bad. i want my hand tattooed im still gettin the one i was goin to get before, to remind me of the good times (MAyBe)
this is alot of writing i suppose. maybe i should write a book about all the crazy shit i have seen and been throught so far in my life. i still have a dream of becoming a tattoo artist someday but in reality i dont ever think if could ever happen. i added a best and worst to my myspace some things on there are not geared tward you, it was outa spite of seeing comments on shitty fuckin band guys myspaces. people dont seem to understand how hard this is for me. i think im goin goddamn crazy. i moved into my dads house maybe a few months or so ago i think i have stayed there maybe 10 times total. i have a cell phone its kinda cool. the sun is out im in newport beach at rickys ex girl friends house there was some party jawn got drunk i dont drive so we are sleeping here, i hate the fuckin beach not so much i just think i hate the fuckin sand alot oh and the sun.i have this fear of driving i dont like being a passanger and i dont like being behind the wheel.im goin to sleep.
_ klaus
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[27 Apr 2005|10:28am] |
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i painted this not to long ago ... yep
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[12 Apr 2005|01:02am] |
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so i was about to sneeze. im wearing a hoodie i proceed to lift the hoodie to my face and sneeze twards me chest area as not to be so loud. 15 - 30 minutes later i have some itch on my chest. and i feel some goddamn crusty shit im like what the fuck some crusty ass dried snot. gross.
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[11 Apr 2005|05:36pm] |
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and in other new i got a cell phone.
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[05 Mar 2005|01:23am] |
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im still straight edge.
pretty much all my friends have sold out.
I still am growing the mustache its gross its looks all dirty and mexi, its only been like a week or so.
i still the the word NIGGER is fuckin hilarious.
I draw alot now in hopes of someday becoming a tattoo artist.
im goin home LA home oc kinda blows and i miss my friends. <3 klaus.
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[01 Mar 2005|01:24am] |
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im grownin a mustache.
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